wildernesse
11-10-2004, 01:59 AM
:fuming:
RRRAARRR!!! I'm doing this here, because it annoys RA for me to howl incessantly--plus, we have new neighbors and they might call the cops. You people are lucky, and can ignore this rant of a closet perfectionist--which is really just about frustration and not about anything significantly horrible.
Today has been stressful. I forgot to do my homework--which is kind of what the professor gets for sending out important stuff on Nov 3. (No, it's not my fault for only having notes covered with rabid sunflowers and my name.Tiffany. Tiff. Tiffany. TIFFANY. tiffany.)
My group met for the first time with the organization we're doing a project with, but I couldn't be there due to an earlier commitment. So, I'm already out of the loop and my group thinks I'm a slacker. And I am, but I don't like people to know it. Especially when they don't know me very well. GAR! Plus, I showed up late for our arranged meeting prior to class (which is when I learned about the homework mentioned above).
I got my feedback for my Note--my editor basically says that I should have actually written something of substance. :sadcheer: Yeah, I knew that.
Also, I had to lead an organizational meeting, and I felt very disorganized and unprepared. I don't like that feeling. But, since the only ones there were my close friends I don't think they hate me for it. /wildy hyperventilates and tries not to feel like a failure. :(
So there. It feels like I've been gritting my teeth all day. RA made me a fantastic dinner, and is a really sweet husband. And Isabelle has been really, really cute tonight--when she's not scratching things. My day hasn't been all bad--really not bad at all, just bits and pieces have been bothersome and unpleasant. And it made my stupid jaw hurt! Gar!
And the kitchen is never ever clean! Where are those dadblasted gnomes when you need them?
:spinning: WWWWAAAAHHH.
RRRAARRR!!! I'm doing this here, because it annoys RA for me to howl incessantly--plus, we have new neighbors and they might call the cops. You people are lucky, and can ignore this rant of a closet perfectionist--which is really just about frustration and not about anything significantly horrible.
Today has been stressful. I forgot to do my homework--which is kind of what the professor gets for sending out important stuff on Nov 3. (No, it's not my fault for only having notes covered with rabid sunflowers and my name.Tiffany. Tiff. Tiffany. TIFFANY. tiffany.)
My group met for the first time with the organization we're doing a project with, but I couldn't be there due to an earlier commitment. So, I'm already out of the loop and my group thinks I'm a slacker. And I am, but I don't like people to know it. Especially when they don't know me very well. GAR! Plus, I showed up late for our arranged meeting prior to class (which is when I learned about the homework mentioned above).
I got my feedback for my Note--my editor basically says that I should have actually written something of substance. :sadcheer: Yeah, I knew that.
Also, I had to lead an organizational meeting, and I felt very disorganized and unprepared. I don't like that feeling. But, since the only ones there were my close friends I don't think they hate me for it. /wildy hyperventilates and tries not to feel like a failure. :(
So there. It feels like I've been gritting my teeth all day. RA made me a fantastic dinner, and is a really sweet husband. And Isabelle has been really, really cute tonight--when she's not scratching things. My day hasn't been all bad--really not bad at all, just bits and pieces have been bothersome and unpleasant. And it made my stupid jaw hurt! Gar!
And the kitchen is never ever clean! Where are those dadblasted gnomes when you need them?
:spinning: WWWWAAAAHHH.