I am really frustrated and angry right now and feel like my head might explode

[Lauri D]

Why? I can barely type for the stupid-ass tears that keep falling, and I'm not even half-packed.

I have done this time and time again, and yet can't set myself free. LadyShea, I submit myself to your couch as it were.

Bottom line, if I am not self-aware I am nothing, and in the spirit of self-awareness I submit that I have been broken and cannot be fixed.

[Deadlokd]

I don't know you very well and I don't know what has led you to this point, but I am of the belief that everything can be fixed. Sometimes it's never put back the way it was but in a different way and that isn't a bad thing.

[Deadlokd]

What I meant to say is :hugs: and I hope you get through this and come out a stronger Lauri.

[Crumb]

:squeezle:

[just me]

Why? I can barely type for the stupid-ass tears that keep falling, and I'm not even half-packed.

I have done this time and time again, and yet can't set myself free. LadyShea, I submit myself to your couch as it were.

Bottom line, if I am not self-aware I am nothing, and in the spirit of self-awareness I submit that I have been broken and cannot be fixed.

I am sorry that you are experiencing pain right now, but I have no idea what the cause/reason for this pain is.

[Brimshack]

"Broken and can't be fixed" is probably an accurate description of all of us, but seriously; what's wrong? Or if you'd rather not say, then simply consider yourself hugged.

[Watser?]

:yeahthat:

[Getfed]

http://i.ehow.com/images/a04/8i/g0/show-real-smile-photographs-800X800.jpg
Smile
:huggle:

[godfry n. glad]

Whoa...Lauri, that sounds kinda serious. If you need to take it off-forum with LS, I'll understand entirely, but I'm real crap at dealing with, or responding to, indeterminate causes.

Count me in with Watser? and Brim.

[fragment]

Hug from me too.

I sorta agree with Brim on "broken can't be fixed" - at least I can relate to the feeling - but I also sorta think it's not a useful metaphor for understanding ourselves. Having things that are never completely resolved isn't the same thing as broken.

[Megatron]

"Broken and can't be fixed" is probably an accurate description of all of us, but seriously; what's wrong? Or if you'd rather not say, then simply consider yourself hugged.

Couldn't have said it any better.

I hope you find a way to make yourself happier, Lauri.

:hug:

[livius drusus]

Is this related to your wanderlust thread, Lauri? Did you start packing to take off and hit an emotional wall? Whatever's going wrong, I'm sorry. :(

[Shake]

(((((Lauri)))))

[Caligulette]

I hope it improves for you soonly.

[One for Sorrow]

:hug: (but not too tightly because we don't want any exploding heads around here).


Sorry that whatever it is has gone so wrong.

[LadyShea]

Not sure what set this off. But do you have my number?

[JoeP]

:squeezle: :squeezle: double hug

And on the basis that laughter may allegedly be the best medicine, in some jurisdictions...
Why did I think, on reading the thread title, that this was a Shelli "toy" thread?

[Stormlight]

:backhug:

[Anastasia Beaverhausen]

You're a warm, friendly, encouraging person, Lauri. Always there for others, ready to lend them a hand. Beautiful inside and out.

:squeezle:

[Shelli]

:snuggles: for Lauri


To JoeP:
And on the basis that laughter may allegedly be the best medicine, in some jurisdictions...
Why did I think, on reading the thread title, that this was a Shelli "toy" thread?Because you're a perv and ever since I started that thread, you see it, in some shape or form, in every other thread ever started? :girltong:

[Lauri D]

Will fill in more detail later, but wanted to update to say that I'm feeling much better after a little sleep and a good long talk with a good friend (you know who you are!)

[Crumb]

Good to hear!

[livius drusus]

Yes muchly. :)

[Dingfod]

It is amazing what a good bit of sleep will do. Amazing stuff, sleep.