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wei yau
09-20-2010, 09:30 PM
Bailey was our first baby, my wife and I picked her out from a litter of yapping little furballs. Bailey was The Instigator, while the other pups would sit and wait for someone to pet them, Bailey would run up to them and knock them down or tug at their ears.

Even at 13 years, she still had so much life in her and left us too early. We had to euthanize her after she had been attacked by a dog (so for a little while, I might not appreciate pibble face mauling jokes). The damage was too extensive, the odds of survival after surgery nowhere near good enough.

We miss her so very much, she deserved a better end than this.

Bailey, I am so sorry.

http://i369.photobucket.com/albums/oo139/wei_yau/bailey.jpg

Forever Waiting

The alarm sounds, starting the day
Slowly at first, rising to a routine clamor
The morning bustles around you, but not with you

You wait
Waiting for the hand to open the door
Waiting to go out into the dew
Waiting to come back in
Waiting for your morning meal

The pack is packed and ready to go
The everyday words are heard
Good girl
See you later
Bailey stays home
Doors close, cars start
And then silence

And you wait
Waiting for a different alarm to sound
Waiting for the door to open
Waiting for the child's bag to hit the floor
Waiting for a hand to ruffle your fur

The family is eating
The youngest dropping morsels from the sky
The eldest feeding you on the sly
While dishes are cleared
You eat your own food
And slowly the day draws to an end

And you wait
Waiting for the TV to go dark
Waiting for the lights to go out
Waiting for her voice "Come on, Bailey"
Waiting for her arms to take you to bed
Then you wait for the day to start again

At the end, did you wait for us?
I am sorry
For keeping you waiting
Don't wait
Go
Run
Fly

Good girl.

livius drusus
09-20-2010, 09:34 PM
I read about her demise in the News thrad, but I didn't realize it was a violent one. That's awful. I'm sorry, wei. How are wife and daughters coping?

It's Me!
09-20-2010, 09:36 PM
Sorry to hear that. I have a neighbor who lost their small dog to a dog attack, and my gf's uncle lost a dog to a pack attack as well. I lost a dog of my own to a freak accident, so I can sort of relate. You're left with a hole in your heart that never quite gets filled back up. I still remember my first dog and my heart aches.

BrotherMan
09-20-2010, 09:36 PM
:manhug:

Crumb
09-20-2010, 09:36 PM
She was such a cutie. :manhug:

godfry n. glad
09-20-2010, 10:45 PM
:yeahthat:

My condolences on your loss. She looks like a sweetie, all right.

Pinecone
09-20-2010, 11:14 PM
Sorry about your pup wei. :ouch:

vremya
09-20-2010, 11:40 PM
So sorry wei. :hug:

lisarea
09-20-2010, 11:51 PM
Oh, wei, I'm so sorry. That's just awful.

Such a sweet little dog.

ITSOZAZ
09-20-2010, 11:55 PM
that's a real shame. i am sorry for your loss.

wildernesse
09-21-2010, 12:39 AM
How heartbreaking. I'm so sorry to hear about Bailey.

Ymir's blood
09-21-2010, 12:43 AM
:cheerhug:

Gonzo
09-21-2010, 02:16 AM
:( Losing pets is heartbreaking, regards Mr. yau.

Qingdai
09-21-2010, 02:18 AM
I'm sorry, Wei.

Deadlokd
09-21-2010, 02:31 AM
Sorry wei.

One for Sorrow
09-21-2010, 03:58 AM
I am so sorry, wei. Bailey was beautiful.

Dingfod
09-21-2010, 04:02 AM
Bailey looked a lot like our Shasta. We had to have Shasta put down. Sad, because we had her two different times and nursed her though seizures.

freemonkey
09-21-2010, 05:06 PM
So sorry, wei. :(

Anastasia Beaverhausen
09-21-2010, 05:08 PM
I'm so sorry, Wei. What a pretty girl. :(

Leesifer
09-21-2010, 05:58 PM
Oh, wei, I'm so sorry. She was such a cutie. :snuggles:

Clutch Munny
09-21-2010, 09:41 PM
Lovely wee thing. My condolences.

LadyShea
09-21-2010, 09:48 PM
So, so sorry for your loss wei :(

Demimonde
09-22-2010, 01:28 AM
I am so sorry for your loss wei. Losing a pet is painful, especially when it is sudden.

:cheerhug:

Sock Puppet
09-23-2010, 02:54 PM
I'm so sorry, wei. What a sweetie she was. :(