[Qingdai]

That's pretty on for voluntary admissions. In my case, I committed my mother twice because she was threatening my father and I (her illness started becoming markedly worse when I was 6, by the time I was 13 it stopped, which is weird). Her memory of being committed and my memory of visiting her was markedly different.
Even weirder, she completely denies having been mentally ill, and calls it "a vacation." Meanwhile I have memories of her hallucinations, catatonia, and chasing me out of the house with a fire iron.