[Kael]

This could go here or in the rant thread, but - I seem to be fucking things up just as hard and fast as I possibly could. I'm on the verge of losing financial aid which will very likely force me to drop out. Just... fuck. I know I can do it - except for a few specific subjects like parts of calculus actually learning the material remains pretty easy for me - but I'm so shitty at all the core skills of being a student, organization, study habits, punctuality, staying on task. I mean, I've known that for years, but I've managed to kind of balance everything out in the end, even when I screwed up a class. Only now I've fallen off well and good this time, and I'm not sure if I can get back up. I just needed to vent it somewhere. Fuck.