Wow. I had no idea you harbored such ire towards me and what I do, Ensign Steve. I'm not going to wrestle in the mud with you or anyone else about it. Oh, wait, yes I am for just a moment. You can go fuck yourself, up the ass, with a jackhammer.
I think it's been coming for a long time. Realizing that this forum doesn't totally fit my values or philosophy is one of the things I've wrestled with for awhile. I've used the ignore feature a lot, but a lot of times it is still in your face until you put it on ignore. Or as what happened yesterday when I opened a thread and was hit with the image, I had no idea was there.
And maybe I am not handling it well at all, and could have worded my protest better. But that I spent the day in pain yesterday was my wake up call that it is time to leave a place that triggers that pain too often. I don't think anywhere else in my life do I have to look at people making fun of child abuse, this is the only place I've seen it and I find it very disturbing. It will never be a joke to me, what I went through was nothing to laugh about.
There is nothing passive-aggressive about my leaving this place. I am being open and honest, exposing my vulnerability and letting you all know my reasons. Am I too sensitive? Yes I am, but that is me and I accept that is part of who I am. It makes me sensitive to other people's pain as well as my own.
As far as getting help, yes I do need help, it is why I have a therapist, and she applauds my standing up and voicing my opinion, and knowing when to leave. This is part of the healing for me. Am I perfect at it? Nope, I am a work in progress and although I am much better than I was before, I may always have to work on my knee-jerk reactions, when the shit flies.
I hope Bey that you find healing too, I know your pain is not easy.
Wow. I had no idea you harbored such ire towards me and what I do, Ensign Steve. I'm not going to wrestle in the mud with you or anyone else about it. Oh, wait, yes I am for just a moment. You can go fuck yourself, up the ass, with a jackhammer.
I'm done with you.
You have an invitation-only forum where people openly talk shit about the lesser posters on this forum, and I'm the asshole. Riiiiiight. My guess is that you had no idea how I felt about it because you had no idea that I knew about it. All the while you talked so nice to my face out here in the open, like we were best pals. You and me were done a long time ago, sweetheart, you were just too oblivious to notice.
part of me always shrugged off the secret forums asides as being sarcasm, but another part of me knew there are some truly despicable people here and that the sarcasm was based on reality.
Garnet runs a private forum entirely unrelated to us. It's not a secret -- she's posted about it before -- and it has nothing to do with the jokes about there being a secret forum here on FF.
Garnet runs a private forum entirely unrelated to us. It's not a secret -- she's posted about it before -- and it has nothing to do with the jokes about there being a secret forum here on FF.
PLANT WOMAN, you claim to:
a) be upset towards the changes in your recent life
b) feel compassion and sympathy for other people
c) already regret your leaving this forum
Why let THIS be one of the problems in your life? Why make it one? Why walk away from a number of people who object to your leaving?
But worst of all, why try and steal any of my recogniton, my spotlight, MY ATTENTION?
Hmm, how can we make this situation a little more about me...?
PLANT WOMAN, you claim to:
a) be upset towards the changes in your recent life
b) feel compassion and sympathy for other people
c) already regret your leaving this forum
But worst of all, why try and steal any of my recogniton, my spotlight, MY ATTENTION? :humph:
Hmm, how can we make this more about me...?
If Plant Woman leaves, GONZO LEAVES!
Damn, now I'm torn.
But seriously Gonzo has a point with this:
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Why let THIS be one of the problems in your life? Why make it one? Why walk away from a number of people who object to your leaving?
But then again you did say that you're at odds with much of the posts here. Whatever you decide PWI wish you the best.
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Don't pray in my school and I won't think in your church.
Wow. I had no idea you harbored such ire towards me and what I do, Ensign Steve. I'm not going to wrestle in the mud with you or anyone else about it. Oh, wait, yes I am for just a moment. You can go fuck yourself, up the ass, with a jackhammer.
I'm done with you.
can i still join your forum?
I promise that this request isnt part of some sort of machiavellan plot to fuck with you cuz i think that you are some sort of stupid bitch fucking with my wife.
srsly scouts honor.
i wont mention that it was my great great great grandaddy who raped smilins mom on the trail of tears or anything.