[peacegirl]

I guess you're surprised I'm here, or maybe you aren't. I don't want to hold onto anger and bitterness, so I refuse to be offended. Yesterday got me to a pitch when LadyShea said that Lessans didn't care about definitions. You know that I disagree that his proof is a tautology, but there's no convincing anyone here, so I'm letting it go. There is so much confusion that I don't think it's possible to go on. The problem is not with Lessans' work; you'll have to trust me on that. I do want to say I'm sorry for my outburst yesterday. I am human, and I couldn't help but retaliate after being abused for so long. It was a visceral reaction to feeling cornered and being misunderstood. But I feel better today and now I can forgive anyone who has hurt me. I hope you can forgive me as well for anything I may have said that was hurtful. I don't want anyone to carry any unsettled feelings that may be left unresolved.