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Now I'm fighting the urge to scream and/or cry for no other reason than the urge to do so. How could I have forgotten how bad withdrawel sucks when I started again?
I have no urge to light up. None at all. I do, however, have the urge to suck on a nicotine lozenge because I know it would make me feel better.. at least until the nicotine wears off. Fuck that though. I'll be damned if I'm going to be a slave to an addiction for another moment of my life, let alone the rest of my life.
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